Welcome to the end of the
beginning
Welcome to feelings
unmutaual
Welcome to all the
befriending
Welcome to the day of
your future.
Welcome
to the start of your lives
and
the growth of your minds.
When they break you down
and pull you up again.
Prepare
Prepare...
WIP
Friday, August 6, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Surgery
Okay guyses.
SO all this week, I've been getting up at 7 to go to color gaurd camp.
AND IT'S SOOOOOO MUCH FUN!
We got to leave at 12 for lunch and come back at 1:30.
That's pretty pimp, eh????
Well, I was super excited for band camp, because I'm a freshman and we get to wear these boards that say so.
But I have an infected toe nail.
Actually two.
And Monday(the first day of band camp) at dark o'clock in the morning, I get to go have surgery to get them removed.
And spend the rest of the day coming of my anesthetics and being loopy.
UGH.
I hate being loopy. I was nearly once when I had the swine flu. I had to take nighttime tamaflu.... Ugh, I couldn't think straight. I hate the feeling. Sugar highs are different. You know what you're thinking. It's fun. Loopy, not so much.
SO yeah, I'm not supposed to be on my feet for a couple of weeks, which is the weeks I need to get ready for the band show.
So, Tuesday, I'm waking up at 7 to go up to the high school and film what I need to film.
And see the band attempt to jazz run. Or as I like to call it for those who speak french "poluet marche" meaning chicken walk, though I would like it to mean Chicken RUNNNN.
lol, cause we look like chickens until you get it right.
OKay, so talk to me and such while I'm my butt recovering!!!
Luv yah!
~Skate
SO all this week, I've been getting up at 7 to go to color gaurd camp.
AND IT'S SOOOOOO MUCH FUN!
We got to leave at 12 for lunch and come back at 1:30.
That's pretty pimp, eh????
Well, I was super excited for band camp, because I'm a freshman and we get to wear these boards that say so.
But I have an infected toe nail.
Actually two.
And Monday(the first day of band camp) at dark o'clock in the morning, I get to go have surgery to get them removed.
And spend the rest of the day coming of my anesthetics and being loopy.
UGH.
I hate being loopy. I was nearly once when I had the swine flu. I had to take nighttime tamaflu.... Ugh, I couldn't think straight. I hate the feeling. Sugar highs are different. You know what you're thinking. It's fun. Loopy, not so much.
SO yeah, I'm not supposed to be on my feet for a couple of weeks, which is the weeks I need to get ready for the band show.
So, Tuesday, I'm waking up at 7 to go up to the high school and film what I need to film.
And see the band attempt to jazz run. Or as I like to call it for those who speak french "poluet marche" meaning chicken walk, though I would like it to mean Chicken RUNNNN.
lol, cause we look like chickens until you get it right.
OKay, so talk to me and such while I'm my butt recovering!!!
Luv yah!
~Skate
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Didn't we just finish this, babe? LUVRANT
Okay, all year, I've been helping you with HIM, the pig. Helping you with your "love"" for HIM, with what HE did to you, how HE felt about you.
He never called you back.
You cried, don'y you remember that? You were soooo heartbroken when he moved on.
1 month later, you moved on.
A NEW HIM. HE doesn't even live in the same state as you! You have to keep HIM a secret from one of your best friends! I know I failed you in more ways then one, but listen to me! It's kind of obvious in the way HE talked to you that he was into you! I'm not into HIM, so why must you tell HIM I'm lesbian?! I"M NEVER GOING TO TALK TO AGAIN.
I was really happy when you listened to me and broke up with him. Its better not to have a relationship where you lie. What if HE broke your heart? I don't want that happening again to you.
And now, 2 weeks later? You've moved on AGAIN! I'm feeling like you're a boy attention WHORE and I hate it. I hate what you've become. You used to be able to keep your head on straight. But now that your a 'half-virgin' you're all over the place.
Okay, since you don't want my help anymore, DON'T YOU DARE come crying to me when he breaks you're heart and tell me I can't say "I told you so"
Because I did.
Or, just stop talking to me, stop telling me anything. Sure, I'll miss you, but I have other friends too. I'm sick of your fights with her about being friends with me, I'm sick of you repeating the same pattern over and over again with different guys.
LISTEN TO ME!
Remember when you could relate to Save Your Heart? WHY DON'T YOU SAVE YOUR HEART THEN?! Not every boy you like is the one.
He could be a jerk too.
And I no I have no experience, but watch. I'm saving my heart. So when I get a relationship and I feel some way about some guy, it'll be okay. And I'll bet you I'll marry him. And I won't need advice.
So don't listen, don't tell.
Do it yourself.
~Skate
He never called you back.
You cried, don'y you remember that? You were soooo heartbroken when he moved on.
1 month later, you moved on.
A NEW HIM. HE doesn't even live in the same state as you! You have to keep HIM a secret from one of your best friends! I know I failed you in more ways then one, but listen to me! It's kind of obvious in the way HE talked to you that he was into you! I'm not into HIM, so why must you tell HIM I'm lesbian?! I"M NEVER GOING TO TALK TO AGAIN.
I was really happy when you listened to me and broke up with him. Its better not to have a relationship where you lie. What if HE broke your heart? I don't want that happening again to you.
And now, 2 weeks later? You've moved on AGAIN! I'm feeling like you're a boy attention WHORE and I hate it. I hate what you've become. You used to be able to keep your head on straight. But now that your a 'half-virgin' you're all over the place.
Okay, since you don't want my help anymore, DON'T YOU DARE come crying to me when he breaks you're heart and tell me I can't say "I told you so"
Because I did.
Or, just stop talking to me, stop telling me anything. Sure, I'll miss you, but I have other friends too. I'm sick of your fights with her about being friends with me, I'm sick of you repeating the same pattern over and over again with different guys.
LISTEN TO ME!
Remember when you could relate to Save Your Heart? WHY DON'T YOU SAVE YOUR HEART THEN?! Not every boy you like is the one.
He could be a jerk too.
And I no I have no experience, but watch. I'm saving my heart. So when I get a relationship and I feel some way about some guy, it'll be okay. And I'll bet you I'll marry him. And I won't need advice.
So don't listen, don't tell.
Do it yourself.
~Skate
GOING HOME!
Okay guyses!
I'M GOING HOME!
I've been at my dad's, two times zones away, for three weeks, and I've been fairly bored out of my mind. But it's been fun sometimes XD
But I'm actually pretty happy to go home b/c I'm dyeing my hair red and I get to hav a parthay!
W00t!
short post,
Sorry
~Skate
I'M GOING HOME!
I've been at my dad's, two times zones away, for three weeks, and I've been fairly bored out of my mind. But it's been fun sometimes XD
But I'm actually pretty happy to go home b/c I'm dyeing my hair red and I get to hav a parthay!
W00t!
short post,
Sorry
~Skate
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Mental
I wanted to write a note on facebook in french and english, but I didn't know what to write. So I started writing this and it turned out pretty GOOD! I called it Institution at first, then Hospital, but I think Mental works best because all the issues in this crazy mixed up place we call the world is mental.
So, here goes it...
MENTAL
by: Skate Zedley
Sometimes,
I wonder what it feels like
to be alive.
So many different places
I would drive
Here,
In this beautiful world.
In my mind,
I'm happier than anyone
in real life
But on the outside
I look like
I want to die.
What happened to this beautiful world?
And I'm labeled;
Shoved into a box
For everyone to sit and watch
Don't wanna be afraid of the sun,
But don't wanna be like anyone!
Hiding,
From those who mock
my smiling face inside
my puny block.
I wanna be who I really am,
Can't be but what they say I can!
What Happened
To this beautiful word?
What happened to
How freedom used to be so free?
My life,
Hiding inside of me.
Oh,
How things used to be.
-applause-
Thank you thank you!
I'm really proud of it, and its a WIP aka Work In Progress
Comment on what you think!
Luv yah!
~Skate
So, here goes it...
MENTAL
by: Skate Zedley
Sometimes,
I wonder what it feels like
to be alive.
So many different places
I would drive
Here,
In this beautiful world.
In my mind,
I'm happier than anyone
in real life
But on the outside
I look like
I want to die.
What happened to this beautiful world?
And I'm labeled;
Shoved into a box
For everyone to sit and watch
Don't wanna be afraid of the sun,
But don't wanna be like anyone!
Hiding,
From those who mock
my smiling face inside
my puny block.
I wanna be who I really am,
Can't be but what they say I can!
What Happened
To this beautiful word?
What happened to
How freedom used to be so free?
My life,
Hiding inside of me.
Oh,
How things used to be.
-applause-
Thank you thank you!
I'm really proud of it, and its a WIP aka Work In Progress
Comment on what you think!
Luv yah!
~Skate
Saturday, July 17, 2010
World of Warcraft!
Okay, so 3 days ago I got into W.O.W, aka World of Warcraft. How you ask?
Well, I've played before but I sucked seeing as I had no idea who or what I was doing. Then my friend Sky got into it as a Night Elf(Alliance, otherwise, I would've been a Horde :D Which I have a Unded character now...but I'll get to that in a minute) named Skyraptor. She's druid, level 16. And kindof a show off, but not the point.
Anywho, she convinced me to make a free trail account, which I have now done. On the first night I stayed up until 4 playing and leveling. 2nd night, one o'clock, and now I'm still up. it's really a lot of fun, so add me as a friend!
Desmondona, Lv 6, Night Elf
Maylark, Lv 5, Human
Rawmeat, Lv 1, Undead
So yeah, add me! We'll quest together sometime!
Other News:
I saw The Last Airbender last night. I was superrrr excited because I loved the series and was hoping it was the same.
But not only did it have bad acting, A bad job on Zuko's scar, and lack of story line, The amazing part at the end of the first book:water, THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE AWESOME WATER MONSTER AANG TURNS INTO!!!
And they call him ong, Soka So-ka, and Iro Ih-row.
UGH!!!
I am soooo disappointed!
Oh wellz. Life's not all you make it out to be sometimes. You build a bridge and play so WOW to get over it :P lol.
Yeah, so I'm so0per excited to go back home, but I'll be sad to leave my dad. :( But at least I'l have my bday and A Paramore concert coming up!!!
Luv Yah
-Skate
Well, I've played before but I sucked seeing as I had no idea who or what I was doing. Then my friend Sky got into it as a Night Elf(Alliance, otherwise, I would've been a Horde :D Which I have a Unded character now...but I'll get to that in a minute) named Skyraptor. She's druid, level 16. And kindof a show off, but not the point.
Anywho, she convinced me to make a free trail account, which I have now done. On the first night I stayed up until 4 playing and leveling. 2nd night, one o'clock, and now I'm still up. it's really a lot of fun, so add me as a friend!
Desmondona, Lv 6, Night Elf
Maylark, Lv 5, Human
Rawmeat, Lv 1, Undead
So yeah, add me! We'll quest together sometime!
Other News:
I saw The Last Airbender last night. I was superrrr excited because I loved the series and was hoping it was the same.
But not only did it have bad acting, A bad job on Zuko's scar, and lack of story line, The amazing part at the end of the first book:water, THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE AWESOME WATER MONSTER AANG TURNS INTO!!!
And they call him ong, Soka So-ka, and Iro Ih-row.
UGH!!!
I am soooo disappointed!
Oh wellz. Life's not all you make it out to be sometimes. You build a bridge and play so WOW to get over it :P lol.
Yeah, so I'm so0per excited to go back home, but I'll be sad to leave my dad. :( But at least I'l have my bday and A Paramore concert coming up!!!
Luv Yah
-Skate
Sunday, June 13, 2010
New friends, Old Friends, and Frozen Bras
mmk, so today, my youth group did an outreach thing. I was doing facepainting for the little kids. So, around when we left, I started a paint war. After me and my friends, Jamiee* and Crystal*, attack this guy with paint, he started talking about kid shows that are awesome that he watched. And I happened to love ALL OF THEM! It was so cool! And then, we started talking about Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends, and it got kinda quiet and then we both said. "It's hot in toeeepeeekkaaaa"
The best line EVER from the series.
At the same time.
Awesome.
I think I'm going to have a new best friend soooonnnnn! Hahahaha, lolz.
So, now I'm at my friend Jenna's* house with Jamiee, Crystal, Lisa*, and Rose*. First one to fall asleep gets attacked with lipstick and such. >:D
Truth or Dare is going to be funnnnnn.......
With minds like ours, nothing EVER gets boring!
Okay, So I love the world and God. And the world is officially being nicce to me again!
Love yah!
Skate
The best line EVER from the series.
At the same time.
Awesome.
I think I'm going to have a new best friend soooonnnnn! Hahahaha, lolz.
So, now I'm at my friend Jenna's* house with Jamiee, Crystal, Lisa*, and Rose*. First one to fall asleep gets attacked with lipstick and such. >:D
Truth or Dare is going to be funnnnnn.......
With minds like ours, nothing EVER gets boring!
Okay, So I love the world and God. And the world is officially being nicce to me again!
Love yah!
Skate
Thursday, June 10, 2010
DragCave Eggs!!
Click them all!!!
Mine
Eggs: 
Skye's
www.dragcave.net/user/skyraptor
Ravia
www.dragcave.net/user/moonrabbit
Special
www.dragcave.net/user/dragontattoartist
Graceling Fan-fiction
Maina (Main-ah)
Most people would say that a Graceling's eyes are the top most intriguing and beautiful of all. I know for a fact that these people are a bunch of LIARS. No one I know, spare my oldest brother, looks me in the eyes. They avoid my gaze and wince away from my touch. They fear me because I am Graced. People don't talk to me because Graces are something to be feared at times. But even I do not know my Grace yet, it has not made itself apparent.
Sometimes, I think that even those courageous enough to look into my eyes would flee because of their ugliness. My brother, Darren, once told me that my eye were once the color of a meadow sun, golden-hazel in a way. Then one morning, I woke up and it looked like I had lost my vision. My left eye had dimmed to a gold and my right eye looked dead. It had turned a dark, dark brown. Darren's eyes are brown, but they're like the color of syrup or a clear creek. My right eye is dark and solid. My Graceling gaze is now just an ugly curse.
Luckily, Darren is a good brother and friend to me. I'm not too lonely, but I wish this Grace would make itself apparent so I don't have to make people suffer any longer...
(Next POV will be with Temima!)
Sunday, June 6, 2010
A few of my favorite things...
Just for refrence.
Color: Orange
Number: 7
Animal: Hippo/Pterydactyl
Band: Paramore
Food: Jelly Beans
Music: Alternative/Rock
Style: Punk/Skater/Rocker/Emo
Movie: Star Wars(the eintire saga)
Book: Harry Potter Series
..yeah...
Color: Orange
Number: 7
Animal: Hippo/Pterydactyl
Band: Paramore
Food: Jelly Beans
Music: Alternative/Rock
Style: Punk/Skater/Rocker/Emo
Movie: Star Wars(the eintire saga)
Book: Harry Potter Series
..yeah...
Rock Band 2
So, I'm at Ravia's* house tonight and it's her bro's b-day. He's got a couple of buddies over, and they're really loud. Me and Ravi are trying to write a song, but they distract us.
So, we walk out into the den and see they're playing Rock Band 2 (like, one of the greastest games EVAH!) Ravi and I sit down and watch them play. Her bro's friend, Jimmy*, is one of the most STUPID, gullible, and hillarious people you will ever meet. (once, Ravia convinced him that a dog biscut was a real cookie. He ate it!)
Anyways, you've never known how to laugh until you've seen him sing B.Y.O.B by System of a Down or Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. He jumps around like a monkey, and he doesn't know the words, so he makes this...oh, it's hard to explain, but it's soooooo funny!
Especially at my favorite hour, the-hour-when-everything-is-funny: 1:00 a.m.!
My gawd. Ah...
Yeah, so now me and Ravi are watching Mean Girls. Gotta love it.
oh yeah! and by the way, click me and my buddies Dragon Eggs! They're awesome, so do us a favor, one click to each!
Mine: www.dragcave.net/user/dawnleafsolives
Ravai's: www.dragcave.net/user/moonrabbit
Skye's: www.dragcave.net/user/skyraptor
Special: www.dragcave.net/user/dragontattoartist
*Names changed for saftey from stalkers(you know who you are)
Luffles,
~Skittlez
So, we walk out into the den and see they're playing Rock Band 2 (like, one of the greastest games EVAH!) Ravi and I sit down and watch them play. Her bro's friend, Jimmy*, is one of the most STUPID, gullible, and hillarious people you will ever meet. (once, Ravia convinced him that a dog biscut was a real cookie. He ate it!)
Anyways, you've never known how to laugh until you've seen him sing B.Y.O.B by System of a Down or Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. He jumps around like a monkey, and he doesn't know the words, so he makes this...oh, it's hard to explain, but it's soooooo funny!
Especially at my favorite hour, the-hour-when-everything-is-funny: 1:00 a.m.!
My gawd. Ah...
Yeah, so now me and Ravi are watching Mean Girls. Gotta love it.
oh yeah! and by the way, click me and my buddies Dragon Eggs! They're awesome, so do us a favor, one click to each!
Mine: www.dragcave.net/user/dawnleafsolives
Ravai's: www.dragcave.net/user/moonrabbit
Skye's: www.dragcave.net/user/skyraptor
Special: www.dragcave.net/user/dragontattoartist
*Names changed for saftey from stalkers(you know who you are)
Luffles,
~Skittlez
Well, hi there!
Mmk, peoples.
If I've invited you here, you're special. You know me.
I'm going to be bored this summer, you know that. So, I made this...thing.
I'm gonna post random stuff, like songs, stories, and events that have happened in my life. Please read and comment so I don't diiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee of boredem out here in the desert!
Luffles,
~Skittlez
If I've invited you here, you're special. You know me.
I'm going to be bored this summer, you know that. So, I made this...thing.
I'm gonna post random stuff, like songs, stories, and events that have happened in my life. Please read and comment so I don't diiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee of boredem out here in the desert!
Luffles,
~Skittlez
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